Mystery friend, Secret place

At the beach in our secret cave down by the rushing blue ocean shore. Familiar cause I've been there as a kid a million billion times before. Humming sweet tunes and melodies that sway me along so naturally. Starts to rain heavily, moving the refreshing afternoon breeze. Trip upon a friend I've always known so well. If it's the old you, I just couldn't tell. Transparent yet joyful, great to see you so soon! Floating swiftly and silently as you usually do. Haven't seen you in a couple of years. You would help me out, listen to my problems but then suddenly disapear. I used to get worried and think of it a little queer. Yet you were always there for me in the end. My lovely darling of a friend lives here, enjoys to laugh and loves to pretend. She never faces reality.. for she does not have one.

I just let her be.

Withering Rose

When we first met, you gave me a pure red rose. Beautiful, graceful in it's own way. As the days grew longer, my love for you grew stronger but those times started to fade. Sometimes when i felt mad or upset I would leave the rose outside to suffer in the rain (getting it wet). As we had our problems we lost the knowledge of how such good friends we used to be. And the sweet red rose would lose a petal everytime I felt like my heart would bleed. When at last you said your final goodbye, the rose sadly died that day... until only the green leaves were left dry but the thorns had gone away.

Ok you may not understand the poem but heres the meaning to it-
Each part of the rose represents the poem...

~ When the rose is left in the rain and gets all wet it stands for all the tears I've cried.

~ The rose's thorns stand for every given lie which ruined the bond between us.

~ The rose's leaves stand for all the hugs and kisses, the memories, the trust, the love and friendship burning inside of me.., mixed in with a broken heart.

Not meant to Go.

Please don't go or leave me behind cause you may think

that I'll survive. But I'm not the kind of person to forget the

tragedies; sweet memories. You can't make me disapear.

Never forget me. Deep down I know I'm there.., in your mind, in your heart. Stop pulling us apart. You know that we are meant to be together. Till eternity..., forever and ever.